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keep putting one foot in front of the other

why?

because it’s what you are supposed to do

what about if i don’t want to anymore?

then you won’t reach your destination

but what about if i have reached my destination?

you won’t know that until keep on trying and pushing forwards

but what if i don’t have the energy anymore? because i don’t

then find it

from where?

from your hidden reserves deep down inside you

i think i used all those up a long time a go

there are always extra reserves

no there aren’t, thats just what people want you to believe

they say it because it’s true

no, they say it when they don’t have to walk that path you are walking and so they keep saying everything is going to be ok

it is your own thoughts that are keeping you blocked and stuck where you are

no, it is my life experience that things will never get any better

you have the choice and you ‘can’ choose to move forwards

move forwards in this world of paranoia i live in?

yes, learn how to conquer it

but how can i do that when i’ve learnt so many lessons the hard way that all that will happen is that i get hurt

you take things slowly, one step at a time, one day at a time

and wait until i get hurt again? fuck that