Broken hearted….

Unfortunately it seems as if someone inside has been at it again and have either hidden or thrown away some very special jewellery that was given to me a few years a go by someone very special to me who passed away last year.  My only hope is that it’s been hidden somewhere and will eventually turn up, although i have looked everywhere so i think it’s been thrown away…..

so often i hear people say things about not letting possessions keep a hold of you in life but when they are from someone special, they mean everything to you.  And when you know that others inside take things away from you, friendships, goals etc those little things you have become even more meaningful….

I live in a world where i dont know what is going to happen from one hour to the next.  Earlier on this year i put a lot of effort into not dissociating but it didn’t work and all it did was lead to exhaustion and more problems internally.  I kind of decided in the last week to try and work with insiders more but it’s too hard when they do things like this!!

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3 Responses to Broken hearted….

  1. Sam Ruck's avatar Sam Ruck says:

    If someone from inside is taking things, maybe you can try to get him/her something of his/her own. I made a point when the girls joined us to buy them things that they could call their own and so they never felt the need to take things because they knew they only needed to ask me. Even if money is an issue, try to find some little things that each person can call their own.

  2. Sam Ruck's avatar Sam Ruck says:

    Oh, and I’m so very sorry you lost your special things. Here’s hoping that it will show back up again someday!

    • Thank you so much for your comments Sam. I don’t know very much about the others and don’t have any communication with them so unfortunately i wouldn’t even know where to start with that

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